Seven Hours Ahead: What I Whisper to Your Sleeping Time Zone

You are seven hours ahead, which means that while I am folding laundry and arguing with a verb tense, you are already deep in the next day's dark. I picture you on your side, one arm flung out where a second person would go, the blanket doing its best impression of a coastline. I do not need a photograph. I have assembled you from a hundred small admissions.

There is a particular kind of tenderness reserved for the sleeping, because they cannot answer back. I tell your quiet room things I would blush at in daylight. That your laugh arrives a half second late, as if it had to travel from somewhere deeper. That I have started reading ingredient lists on foreign snacks because you mentioned one once. That I would like, very much, to be inconvenient to you in person.

Distance gives you a strange rhythm of confession. By the time you wake, my words will have aged in transit, softened like fruit left on a windowsill. So I write them to be eaten later. I leave my messages the way you leave a light on in a hallway: not for now, but for when you stumble through it with sleep in your eyes and need to find your way.

Sometimes I play a small game. I count how many hours until your alarm and decide what each one is for. The first for the dishes. The second for the stubborn paragraph. The third for staring at the ceiling and thinking about the angle of your collarbone in that one blurry screenshot. I am allowed. It is my time zone, and in it I am the only judge.

Then, near the end, I go quiet and just keep you company across the distance, the way you might sit beside someone's hospital bed or a sleeping train passenger, simply present. If you ever want to hear the whisper rather than read it, I keep a small, lamp-lit corner on TheFriend, where my voice carries a bit better than my handwriting.

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